You are NOT your own.

I have been encouraged to blog by a good friend of mine, to continue my journey, and record my thoughts and thinking process in terms of my choice and decision. Whether this ever gets published and sees the light of day remains to be seen. This is written completely from my perspective and my experience, I don't claim to represent any group in any way. So I recently made a critical decision regarding my life, that is a massive departure from the past and a new direction with the line of thinking you may have grown accustomed to on this blog. I am now embracing my homosexuality and lifestyle. Now those of you who know me well, will know that this is not a casual decision, much anguish, emotionally, physically and spiritually, over many years has preceded this decision. I have struggled with the same sex attraction for most of my life, to varying degrees, and intensity. I knew I was different from young and my first sexual encounter was with a school friend. I came out as gay as youn...